way too long response to TJ
so this started out as a response to TJs comment to my last post, but it was just way too long... so here it is, a slight elaboration on my reaction to the comment by some coworker in my performance review at work "does't interact the same with everyone" and TJ's response: "well who the hell does interact the same with everyone??"


seriously! My performance manager was like "Well there was one... comment... that I guess you should know about" and she read the quote... then we both stared at each other for a second because, seriously, what the hell. It makes my brain hurt thinking about it. Umm... like I'm not helping some people as much as others? i don't think so, I help anyone who asks for help... Maybe I don't go out of my way to help others? but I'm one of the most junior people on the team, that shouldn't fall on my shoulders (even though I do)... The only person who I could imagine saying it is the one I practially walk through entire tasks with, so she thinks I don't help others as much as I help her (aka all the time)? no, that's just me being a bit bitter... She thinks I talk to others on a different level? hmmm, that's true, but that's because they can understand what i'm talking about... And if it wasn't her? ooouuuucccchhhh... brain.... hurt.... is it really possible anyone else really would have said that?!?!

so you can see how it gets into my head... and eventually it just hurts... I would like to thank random commenting person for all of their help in making me a better employee...